Waiting for sleep...my loverboy

One more saturday .! Hello this aint the regular weekend rocky song.Its hatke.Weekend fills glitters in many eyes, excitement at pinnacle,plans running in brains of many.But my weekend are never in that season .Am fortunate home cat who can sleep all day ,eat home food ,laze down like log ,now this too at home,am i fortunate?

Huh, well sometimes am not.The philosophy beside this is the upbriging ,the rules,where the parental trait warns the petty not to wander in trouble waters .For them lifes is all dark,freedom will perish ,deteriorate.Is this real truth.?well whatever am not giving a topic to debate .I find myself sandwiched between these two facade of the so called truth,limits ,upbringing.Isnt the baseless conservative blindendness or the extra care of the birthgiver .

OKAY am home just thats it,as every weekend .But today the day and night together planned to disown me ,what a master conspiracy.My ordinary weekend started with a irritating prespiring morning in the winter as the power was off in my privileged home only.Am weird ,as i cant sleep without the feel of rotating toy on the ceiling even the mercury has drooped like hell.So the trapped air and moms amplitude made me wake up pretty early ,my long sleep plans were in drain already.Duty minded, just rang up the powerboys told them about the extra comfort we were facing from morning.The sumptous idli breakfast had undergone a makeover cos of lack of electricity cos we didnt learn to eat the idli without chutney yet.Moms talent is unquestionable as she made the best dosa and my favourite pickle merried me.My room was calling to give appointment as its been long i have not attended my sweety PC,rack and rumble.It seemed they were crying to bath as the Xmas was on head.I dont like weeping species ,so blew the embrace and yeah they went on looking gorgoeus with my touch.Contended as an achiever moved for next homo welfare.Now its turn of the sack of clothes , sweet mom said she would together sing it with me .Thats the ultimate relief cos two hands are always the savouir.

Done with extra fitness activites day was getting heavier without the damn power which has bayed all my entertainment gadgets dead.Plan striked to make a reason to get outta home .This is the last week for sis nd jiju in india.I narrated maaa that i thinking of surprising di with lunchvouchers and movie tickets at Imax.Mom brightens with any idea of making her beloved elder daughter happy.She had to say yes.I called up my precious noble chariot who is gonna ride me beautiful all life,touchwood.Nah is any moment happend when he doesnt come and stand beside me.He is always there to pamper ,protect me like father.I remembered my dad wen i met him,my brother when he challenged me,beloved when praised me,life when cried for me.Hmm i don wanna make it emotional episode .But yeah fortunate to have caring people around,u feel precious nd worth living.But the call of sis letting me know they are off to srisailam for next two days made me to postpone it tomorrow .Yeah am gonna make it sharp at 11.30.Kool my sunday is booked .The half of habitation out of home ,freaking on roads,,,,pretty cuddling in black sweetipie habituated me to fly away always out .It getting harder to stay at home nwadays.Thinking ways to go out boosting the extra talents,no offence meant.

So thats it nothing left,,shain twain singing the romantic ' from this moment ' in my evil headset at max volume.Its 12.06am already ,mom sleepin behind on the bed and the baddy sleep doesnt wanna make love with me.I guess my hubby misses me so much hahah ,as i am nt getting tuned to him.
nyways just leaving it today here as am getting hot in the chilly winter night now..uffffffffff

Sweet dreams ,,chaaaaaaaaaao..mmuaaaaaaah:-)

EatStreet ,,,not to eat ,But to meet

New office treating me with awesome luxury ,gallons of time to kill making me wonder what is my profession and skill at times.The question marks are boldly shimmered by the skilled habits of hobbying .The leisure tactics have atlast proved helpfull .I have activated my soul by fuelling it with all the avaible appetities like strolling out to breakout area sitting and chatting about the life ,boys and my collegues sweet lovestory.Then next teasing about her to bunk office to have fun with his boy.When kindergarten lookalike bright yellow interiors and green chairs with the big glass window pane streching along the entire wall of the breakout area ,just perfect place to chill out ..peircing the look and waiting when can we do justice with the workplace habitation atleast sometime.With enough of giglling ,biting each other ears ,i returned back to my sweetypie,my computer.The moment i unlocked it ,,logging in all kind of messengers is a ritual.As and when i did with the evil headset in ears with my favourite song colorblind running.The wacky yahoo window pop ups and hey therz my US returned friend back home greets me with hi.wellbeing of all what r u up to?how u doin? wat plans for the vacation?
She shouts with a warning that i will see the death if i dont make it to the veryyy common EatStreet for the gettogether.I had to live so yes was the obvious.

But still 4 hours were in my pocket .Songs were overflowing nd ringed my brain enough.Left the rest playlist for tomorrow ,i was flashed with the idea of fitness hub our gym.Starting with warmups and ofcourse the Music ,,nah this is differnt cos its now hindi in aka worldspace satellite radio.I had set all stage to burn above 250 calories today to match up the evening munch which i will definetly dump on in my bag.The American choclates ,the 40 feet streching stalls allover in eatstreet ,what more you u could want for .

I opened my eyes on the furious treadmill, gymsuit half soaked ,the sweat sparkles tickling dwn my eyebrow with my tightly clipped ponytail upside exactly i felt myself looking like a sportsgirl which my gymmate taunts when she sees my attempt to go beyond the targets for the day,,the damn stamina gives me the xtra push somedays.

Now the clock sighed me to hurry up and wind up for the day to stand on the commitment made.Right from gym to eatstreet truely the idea of getting freshed and touching skipped my mind in hurry.In the entrance suddenly i felt like gosh how horny i musst be looking ,,nothng else was i left with other than to just receive the raining comments which ill be getting after i reach the left table near the subway counter.Yo all were there very much the same,,some slimmed down ,,some bloated .The wacky smile ,the hello greets ..HWDY reeeeeee..
BIndaas and mast in hyderabadi style the answered obvioused.
Xchange of the observative sights went on for an hour are so.US returned with a touch of west were xcited back home ,,same was I.Bt the crowd was just small and the time at once getting tough as evryone was getting bored.The tops(bright college mate ,,geek ,we call her tops) was compaling of the tiding sleep .The sleep won and she made her move waving all bye.Great people will be joining at leisure later said one of the mate.Oh so many more hours to spend and all shut with adhesive in mouths ,,just exchanging the looks.But later in de dawn the spectacular photo shoot was fun.My childy friend narrated her new affairs and the same girly confusion before commiting.I was like big mom advicer to many..felt like starting a formal councelling firm,,nice alternative to my freedomfilled office.
After some assurance and facts born out with self experince i could highlight her the REAL web of love life..its not the same fancy as it appers to be. Its the damn difficult thing.

Mouth watered when some of the sweetypies joined with a handful of choclates.Not wasting a second started the fights for the best chocBar.Many new plans to freakout with a movie at Imax and all were coming up.But i kept myself behind the scene as am usual is always with the deadline time to reach home .I cant dare to overrule the rule or ill be screwed back home. Done with the gettogether ,missed much of witty crowd which is supposed to come later one by one by the end of the month.So planning of much better gettogether in bigger count would be real ball.Hope so ,,i shall have the boredom amplitudes less nexttime.But for sure again our wacky crowd will meet up at eatstreet ,,,

The statement on the welcome board ..Hussainsagar ,,Gods gift to hyderabad..I donno about the acceptance of this statement but very true for gettogethers of many college crowds ,,to have tour in nostalgic lane. What say buddies?

Passing cloud loved the sailing Boat

Life was goin on as usual...
You came from no where..
Threw the evil look on me.., strange was it
Least did i knew what you are,,,

waves one day placed you before me..
curious stroms never damned,,
surprise mysterious thoughts prevailed

words flowy you possed ,,the magic wind breezed over
i was getting away from myself like a shed leaf .

clever charmed the game to start,,me was lefted unarmed.
Knight of evrything,,conquered hopelessly
foolish can never recognise the night till dawn is out
merry cherry happy was the rhythm at zenith
lifes at full slurge ..what night and what dawn..

Times getting lovely ,open are close the eyes

festivity was allover with rocket spritis fountained to top

Seemed life's shipping to its harbour..less was the mind to think the sky 's always up

Therez never an end for the sailing log ..only the variying wind takes it or submerges it.

beautiful song i heard till now....

could be ur eyes,could be your smile
could be the way you freed my mind
your precious touch caressed my soul
you gave me evrything I need.. And now I'm lost ..,LOst forever
LOst forever and you said This is goin nowhere,boy
And you said , I turned my back onyou said ,,I'm not the only one for you,

Please give it one more try ,For the sake of our love
Let's give it one more chance ,cause i cant give you up
I cant live one more day,without you in my arms ,
I could never find another like you...

Could be the lies ,could be my pride
could be the days, And night so wild
Could be the times ,I wasn't there
And all the nights We didn't shareAnd now you're lost ,Lost forever
Lost forever and you said ,This is goin nowhere ,boy
And you said I turned my back onyou said I'm not the only one for you

Please give it one more try ,For the sake of our love
Let's give it one more chance ,cause i cant give you up
I cant live one more day,without you in my arms ,
I could never find,another like you
I can't sleep(I can't sleep),,I can'i live ,without you by my side
So cold(So cold) so lost ,without you as my guide
And you made me realise I am nothning,,Nothing without you

Please give it one more try ,For the sake of our love
Let's give it one more chance ,cause i cant give you up
I cant live one more day ,without you in my arms
I could never find another like you
One more try ,one more try,one more try
Baby give me one more try..!

Hope Less the hopeless

Heres my first attempt to trouble people in a totally differnt style..
after so many tries of creating a space outta here ..am landed with seasonalpen..
To tell u frnds, i have created multi million accounts here in the past but my memory is so bright that always Mr.blogger has always greeted me with wrong username or password which usually left me pissed off tryin the various combinations..

But at last this comes out to be my survived child .Huh should have named it survived Blog rather than seasonal pen..EEee .

Enough of my preblog content which already bended ur spines.
So chillax people...will tell you how today i experienced weird encounter which left be boomegarend
Was i sad,embarresed,humiliated,fumed out,frustrated...? Unexplainably the saddest encounter with petty monster called the BOSS.
Today i decided to put my papers down in my first workplace .I felt like walking on quicksand rather thin ice with utter confusion should i or shouldnt I? Decision making is one of the extremely difficult thing which is always woven puzzle .But today i have to work on ,cant escape or push it on .So atlast decided to be straight and simple.
Drafted a short resignation letter to my PM.
10 min after i was called .
One of the universal shock and undiscovered thing about him was his weird behaviour .He says he refuses my resignation .Atonce th thin ice peirced in to the foot ,me wobbled in to the quicksand .WHAT am i hearing?
WHYYYY? lot of questions ,tension,anger to kick him off y u damn y de hell u wont relieve me .Huh i know personal emotions are to be damned to play professional
Very calmy i asked him whats the matter any issue .The Bull dog at once barks how can i relieve you in such a short span .What u people think theirs no work goin on here .(^*%&%$&*$%&

For 10mins of my bad pleasing and request episode .I had the worst embarrising moment.
Nervousness started ruling as what i will do if this pest wont relieve me,I had to join the new place within and am committed to it.BAA
Enough the damn of peace demenour crossed the bounds .
Bold nd stern spark esteemed me at once .I have knocked him with right answers to the baseless insecurity of his.
Work which work are u talkin about sir from past 4months we completed off the project enhancements ,i shall definetly cooperate in knowledge trasition to any (i have found out news ways to listen music ,working out,chatting,blogger sites,communities making friends what not).The fragile monkey man cried out where to get people within two weeks .Thats not my problem ,i have to get relieved ,,my god me adamant on the statement irked his ego so badly that i was sure of him creating problems .

Worked !! Braveness and confidence played on even if the truth is in bitter gestures.I was atlast hit with a mail that i will be relieved but need to extend one more week to it .Sighed and tears of my planned week vacation will be ruined and need to just start again the same office mess the very next day of my last day was a nightmare.But the fact of getting relieved from country to MNC hub was far more exciting .

Pride shocked me the last week in here.New infants have joined and was introduced .My same weird arrogant PM introduces me to the one of the extremely talented professional here..Wow thats the golden statement ..Kudos i was in tumbling down with stomach kicking laughter for the past and the present statements from the same .
My PM..,The CAT on the wall ! :-)
isnt it???